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yes, we may learn lessons from them, but they suck our souls and our very vitality away from us. Sometimes their hurdles and true evil and lack of empathy, understanding, and inability to gaze into the mirror to see who they *really* are ...
what do others think?
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Fri, February 6, 2009 - 5:45 AMDemons come from within us. We all have them. Other peoples demons only have power over us if we allow them access to the demon within us. -
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Fri, February 6, 2009 - 7:45 AM
this is true -
Yet, what if this particular demon has complete power over me, by his bidding and his declarations? i am travelling down this lonely path, and all i see, apart from my friends who are so worried about me, but all apart from 3 or 4, live in scattered all over the world, especially in Boston .. they are my family who cld help shield me this daemon's attacks, is his rage and glaring crazy eyes, his desire to torment me. I have tried all the reiki, witchcraft and protection spells i know, prayed, chanted buddhist mantras, tried to release myself from his clutches, but he still he scorns and and enjoys getting into my heart, my mind, at my soul, threatening my existence and basically being a spirit wraith - a vampyr who tries to suck the soul out of me so they can regain some of their own souls.
I allowed him into my body, heart, mind and soul long ago, and he has used this against me to perform something on me (i dont know what), which i am not experienced in dealing with. Yes, I have daemons, but he is playing on them, using them to make himself stronger and me me weaker and more suicidal and in pain all the time..
That is not justice, nor is it a sign of a well-intentioned person, a good person. It is the sign of a soul sucker, and I do not know how to get rid of it or of him. I will *always* have daemons, long story but fucked up childhood etc and now living bk in the same place i grew up in and despising it et.al, but this power over me has come to the point where i was ready to commit suicide on thursday night to escape him, for i know where i'll be headed (i wld have been forgiven i believe, after a long discussion with my maker), and i know where he is headed.
Any suggestions on getting rid of preying daemons? So yes, I allowed him access to my demons, but how do i stop him having access now?
This is a very dangerous situation for me, and I stand on the precipice still thinking about my two options. -
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Fri, February 6, 2009 - 12:15 PM''
Yet, what if this particular demon has complete power over me, by his bidding and his declarations?''
If it really is a demonic being, it has no access to this plane or yourself, unless you give it. If it is real, and not a projection, then counseling and a spiritual professional in this area (exorcist or ranking occultist) would be best. Speaking overly about it, gives it power over ya. If you really have tried all avenues, and it still is a bother, its cause you get something out of the relationship, or you would not have it. Don't leave the door ajar, if you want nothing to walk thru it. At this point, you should not be comparing one 'daemon' to your other 'demons'. You don't get to selectively let one in and not others. One comes in, may even be nice (to you) but that does not mean his buddies are that nice. James Dean may have been an adorable bad guy, but really, bad boys just get you in trouble, at your own expense. Human or demonic, its still the same. Associate with good people, not powerful people. Usually, surrounding yourself with good persons, has the tendency to back ill intentioned folks away. In other words, keep good company when you are weak and down, not nego company, whether it be demon or just ill feelings that have piled up so much they seem to take on a life of their own. These things are especially true, if you have
no immediate aquaintences to fill your lonely time with (good aquaintences). Demonic beings like to show you power, not healing and love. Choose accordingly. It is hard to be alone sometimes, i know, but entertaining less than helpful beings is not going to fill that void
in a good way. anyway, my 2 cents, good luck with that. -
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Fri, February 6, 2009 - 12:17 PM''This is a very dangerous situation for me, and I stand on the precipice still thinking about my two options.''
You ALWAYS have more options than that. i know, im very sick and stand there frequently, but there really are more than just two ways about it. -
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Fri, February 6, 2009 - 6:21 PM
Thank you Thain,
Your words have helped so much. I am pretty unwell also, and I think that may be one of the reasons I haven't been able to protect myself as I normally can.
I will definitely be re-reading your post ... but first grabbing salt and sage!
i often find the simplest elements are often the most protective ....
Thank you once more, and I hope you precipice is easing as mine is.
~ namaste ~
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Fri, February 6, 2009 - 6:37 PMThanks back to you.
you know, something maybe unrelated, but i have not been bothered by things of that type since i began ingesting colloidial gold. Gold sends "they who shun the light' back to the places they come from.
Salt and Sage are good. Can you get a little bottle of Atlas Cedar Oil? its fairly inexpensive, and very protective and grounding. Clary Sage is good too. Palo Santo wood, burned like incense sends them away too.
remember one thing- fuck ups make good saviors. never dog yourself for a fuck up, it always defines, and guides you to a better way. There is a way, that incorporates you as you are, and you as a being of infinite light. -
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Sat, February 7, 2009 - 8:33 AM
well, i have a tattoo of the chinese symbol for sage on my heart chakra, and just below it, the all-seeing eye ... I do have a lil bottle of real gold but i dont think i'll drink that - it came with a beautiful book with crystals and a pouch of special healing dusts - just have to find it!
i'll def look into getting those products - i've got some stuff i can use now to at least beautufy the smaell in my study (all-nighter studying) but i think because i have allowed demons in before as a conduit, it makes it easier for them to enter when my defences are down ... it's hard to know ...
Thanks so much (again!)
Lauren
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Sun, March 8, 2009 - 2:39 PMDemons are in the middle of a long lost war. From afar, someone may say, that thing looks cute, or that thing looks wise. The demon remembers there was some life back there, and when it gets closer, well..... So that's the mythical side I think. -
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Wed, March 11, 2009 - 11:34 AMOr am I describing the Demonologist? Some law abiding creature who pretends they have fear and issues until others freak out. I guess I can learn from all of you. -
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Re: i think that true demons should not be allowed in here ...
Wed, March 11, 2009 - 5:50 PMa demonologist is someone that makes a professional study of the demonic. usually, exorcists are demonologists as well. but most of what people take as the 'truth' about demons, is perpetrated by mystical christian theologizing. There is alot to it, its different around the world, now, it does 'taste' the same, thats one way to identify it. But you have to have someone accurately expose you to a demonic presence, while it is occuring. Ever there after, you will always reconize the 'taint' that is given off. Now demon, is from the greek word 'daemon'. and that did not have a negative conotation. it meant 'source of dynamic power'. It could also refer to a higher you. so desciptions and interpretations are a very wide open boat, wide enouph to encompass the all the people and experiences of the whole world.
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